I couldn’t do it, this had to stop. Maybe I really was in love with her, but that was also why I couldn’t do it. It seemed our betting and bluffin... had resulted in a stalemate.“Emily, this is insane!” I yelled and pushed her off me. “I don’t care who wins this stupid bet. If you want the money, I’ll give it to you. If you want bigger breasts… Yours are the most beautiful I’ve ever seen! Please!”Emily said nothing; she just lay there, beautiful and vulnerable. She still looked at me with those. "I guess that's it, I'm a woman now."Brooke sunk to the floor as well, in the doorway, she stared at nothingin particular him with shock. "That's it, you think you're going to staylike this?" She shook her head."I guess." Alex looked over at her. "You don't find women attractive, doyou?"All she said was, "No, I don't."They went to bed, each of them with their back to one another. Neithercould really sleep, finally Alex asked her, "Do you still love me?" Ittook her a moment to respond."Yes,". And said what we were both thinking.... "Are you as turned on as I am...those boys are all virgins! We could be there first..." I looked at her....I couldn't do much...one of them was my son for cryin' out loud!!! But I said...."If you want to go for it....I'll cover your back....we don't want it out of control!"A smile came across her face..."Watch this...and she went back into the room".As she was refilling Rick's glass, she overpoured and soda ran right into his lap...he jumped a bit,. I love her and so does Mike but I don’t think it would affect him quite so much: he has me after all. I’m sure it would hurt us all if it ended, particularly ended like that. But, you know me by now, I’m an optimist. I was sure that, in the end, Guy would see that forcing Jo to finish our relationship would probably sow the seeds of the end of theirs, her through resentment and him through guilt. I just hoped he would see it like that. Anyway our little discussion had calmed her down somewhat.