I fumbled in my shirt pocket, pulling out an ocher plastic bottle. “Here, take half of one of these.” I held out my hand.“What is it?” She foc...sed on the pill in my fingers, slightly wary.“Quaalude. A half will take the edge off, but not mess up your head.”She seemed hesitant, so I pressed it into her hand.“Here, take it. Break it, I’ll take half, you take half.” I spoke with a strong voice, not giving her the option of rejecting the offer. I tossed the bottle back into my backpack, watching. At this point thingslike that shouldn't still affect me but they did. Having had to hide mycrossdressing for most of my life I still couldn't believe that I wasout in the real world presenting myself as a woman. A quick stop at thesink to wash my hands and seeing my nails produced the same feeling.Exiting the bathroom, we all fell into together, and what had become ourroutine when out as a group, Jordie walked next to me and Pat next toSarah. Jordie was only two inches shorter than I was and. I went near her and askedI – hi. Can I join with you or you are waiting for someone???She – I am waiting for my friend but she will not come. You can join with me.I – you are looking gorgeousShe – thanks for your complimentI introduced myself to her about my career and lifestyle.She told about her. Her name is Divya and she is 29. Her husband is a businessman and went out for a business trip so only she came today for the pub. She is talking good and feels very friendly. I liked her and she. I was totally shocked and not sure what to do, I just ducked down and watched him, wondering what Joan was doing while he was stood there wanking off outside MY room. As I watched him, he would enter the room slightly but quickly back out again, by now my cock was rock hard inside my shorts as well, wondering more and more what Joan was doing and why she letting Rob wank in front of her? I couldn’t take it any more, and thought, instead of just confronting him, I’d let them know I was here.