I stay in my friend Summer’s room whenever I can, but that leads to a whole different set of problems.’ ‘Problems?’ ‘Problems as in Summer ...lays for the other team and… and… well I don’t spend much time with boys…’ This last was said with a slightly sad look in my direction. I’d love to say I said something clever and played the whole thing off, but I’m afraid that’s not what happened. What happened is that it felt like someone had sucker punched me, both figuratively and literally, though. I thought she had plans for me too but there was still time. I didn’t drive her home.I drove the car into the lower floor of parking of the shopping mall and parked it in a corner.That place was for those who came to the movies and nobody will be coming till the movie finishes.I made sure there were no CCTV cameras there.She asked me why did I park the car again, didn’t utter a word and I leaned forward to kiss her but she moved back and stopped me. I calmed down and said,” you told let’s spend. However, I'm sure he wanted to keep my buzz flowing, as he kissed me, and headed off. Within minutes I lost him, out of sight.It was about ten minutes later when he was at the front of the line, waving to me. No sooner had he stopped, than the holiday parade started. There was no way that he was making it back to me until it was over. I was dying of thirst, and look around to see if anyone had anything extra. A younger, good-looking guy behind me noticed me looking around in despair."Can I help. Senior year in high school, there's a lot going on. You don't want to miss out on it." I spent most of the time, when I was out on my date, thinking about you, Jimmy, and wondering what you were doing. I got jealous, worrying about whether you were out on a date too. When I see you, I keep thinking that we shouldn't be going out together. When I don't see you, I wish that you were with me. Right now, I wish we were parked at the river, but I don't want to go there with you. I'm all mixed up,.