It seems so real, feels so real. In her mind, it just has to be real.Her eyes snap open suddenly. The dream is gone. She is in Gunnar’s room, which ...as practically become hers as well. She is suddenly aware of two soldiers standing outside the room. Strangely, she can sense their feelings, their emotions. Something about me ... She focuses in on this strange, new feeling. They can’t allow me to leave...“They see me as the enemy now,” she says aloud. “So be it.” She slides off the bed and over. " She looked up at me."When we were talking on Sunday and I told you how angry I was when you announced your engagement to Janice. I knew then that I loved you, that's what made me so angry. That I had let you go to another woman. I couldn't believe it when I tripped over you in the market place. It was if the fates had said 'ok, girl, we are giving you another chance. Don't mess it up this time'. This girl's not going to mess it up this time, Darling David. I love you, I always have."The meal. I immediately access his ass and try to determine what it would look like while he is undressed and bent over from the back. There is nothing more arousing to me then the smell of a mans natural ass, ripe or musky and its natural state of just being and that little hidden, secretive spot, nestled in between a mans ass cheeks. I love hairy ass, smooth round bubble ass's, men with hairy taints and lightly fuzzy cheeks and that secret erotic place , I love to sniff, lick and bury my nose and. I also wenta little heavier on the makeup; nothing over the top but it's been along hard road to get where I am today and it's just nice to be able toenjoy the benefits.I had to laugh today. Sue told me that she thinks I've got an admirer.I did have a little giggle when she said it as she obviously hadn'trealised the significance of the word "admirer." When I was active inthe trans community, admirer was a term used a lot as a more polite wayof saying "tranny chaser'! Let's just hope that.