She was tired, true but more than that, as a widow she was alone. She was still young, only 36, but lately her hands or her various toys were having l...ttle lasting effect on her sexual frustration. She knew what she needed and it wasn't just the sexual release, it was the need to be held, loved, and she knew why she didn't have it.She thought, I decided not to date, first because my husband had just died, and I was in morning. Later I made the choice that my children came first and now, one is. I have always been attracted to women until the last couple of years when I began thinking about men and watching gay porn and having female partner use strap-ons and dildos on me. I've been abused by toy's so much, multiple at same time and huge ones, that my ass now looks like a pussy. I was extremely nervous about doing this but excited at the same time. I hosted him at my place this morning and while waiting for him to arrive the excitement and nervousness were mixing together and I felt. This was the best day of my life and things would be getting better.After she signed off Instant Messenger, Steph removed her short plaid High school skirt and turned around. Her buttocks were porn star level round, heart shaped and her panties skin tight. When Steph turned around her jaws showed inside her nylon panties, the day just got better.Steph lay on her bed to read a novel, her breasts flattened out a little as she lay on her back and sagged a little to the side. Steph TV was the best. She responded by raising both knees so they could enjoy looking at the tiny white scrap of white nylon between her legs and buttocks, it was the ultimate high for Claire, and she felt a delicious wetness in her panties as she allowed her knees to drift apart very slightly to show them her lightly covered sex.For almost an hour she lay there feigning sleep but in reality savouring the admiring glances of both men and women alike.She heard two girls giggling and stifled a moan of pleasure as one.