As I struggled to pull myself together, I made myselfremember how much I had wanted to be female and young. I would cheermyself up by trying on differ...nt clothes I might possess.The first new garment I discovered in my drawers was a leotard. Ithought it was my swimsuit until I found the sleeves. I had alreadystared at a book on Yoga with a nimble young lady on the front with herankle behind her neck. Could I do that now? Quickly I stripped off mytop, bra, trainers and skirt, leaving on my. Want one very much, especially your child. Will you give me child, please? Oh I be so happy if I have your child. Strong boy child for you to be proud of." I will be just as proud of a girl child" I told her.I held her close, from behind and stroked deeper into her juicy cunt until she went off again. I joined her this time and came too. So much spurted out that globs of it were forced out of her cunt. They fell to the floor, to the towel and on the hay itself. Spent, I pulled out of her and. This was one room. I thought I would still sleep with him, but he said I couldnt. I had no excuse now, no ants to be afraid of. In the morning, when he got out of the shower, he would think I was still asleep, so he wouldnt where a towel, I would watch him walk around, naked. His penis was very big, I think. Before I hit puberty, I had no real idea what size a penis should be. I still longed for his bed.When I was quite older, IÂ?d forgotten about the warmth of my fathers arms, and was on the. I was tickling him and pulled at the hairs on the inside of his thigh every time his hand went too high. All the time we were chatting and laughing. He started to tell me how he had spent ages dreaming of me, fantasizing about me, he said. When we had gone out he had never got below waist level and I had only caressed him through his trousers. He told me that he touched himself thinking of my breasts and my nipples, but that it was hard to remember now, exactly. You are all way ahead of me,.