“Some nights, the only way I can fall asleep is by thinking of being with you…” This was the truth, but another part of the truth was that I ha... only the skimpiest ideas of what would happen, or was supposed to happen, or even how he would make it fit. But after hearing Daddy’s videotape, I figured that it could be done and I didn’t care how much it hurt; I wanted to make Paul happy, and I wanted him to be my first. I had even thought about how it would be if it hurt a lot, even worse than. Bumba notice korlo Piudi nighty porar age sudhu panty poreche, tar mane se barite bra pore na. But nighty’r gola guli besh deep cut pore, tai, nischoi chan korar somoy charao onno somoy se mai guli dekhte parbe. Bumba dekhlo ghori te duto baje, se taratari daud lagalo snan korte. Ebar kakima khete dakbe. Snan kore se ekta pyajama r t-shirt pore uopor’e uthlo khete. Giye dekhe kakima ready hoye bose ache or jonno. Taratari kakima khabar serve kore dilo r ora dui jon’e ek sathe bose porlo khete.. ’ Joe turned to ask Cindy, ‘how much does Carter owe in loans?’ ‘$585 million,’ she replied without blinking an eye. ‘Would you work with the gentleman here to set it up so I can clear off as many loans as I can?’ ‘Yes, sir.’ Ashley put her hand on Joe’s arm. ‘Are you sure you want to do that? Don’t you want to keep some in reserve?’ He leaned over and whispered in her ear, ‘I never wanted that life. Besides, I know what I’m doing. Don’t worry, I’ll make it back in January.’ When the side. “What so you’re not going to give your lovely old man a hug?” He slurred and used the door handle as a support. I plastered on a fake smile and stood up. “You were asleep, but hello!” I gingerly gave him a light hug and pulled away, but he kept me there. “Not good enough.” He whispered with beer breath and BO. I sighed and gave him a peck on the cheek. “Hi dad, I missed you.” I wasn’t really paying attention to what I was saying, I was too busy worrying about Annie for anything else. “Missed.