That's what he's looking toward."For some reason I broke down at that point. I don't know why it happened with Billy there but for some reason, her pr...sence let me pour it all out. I just sank down onto the chair, my head between my arms on the table and cried. Deep breath catching sobs. I felt like a baby, unable to stop and unable to catch my breath. My shoulders were heaving and the pain of his impending death was almost more than I thought I could bear. I didn't remember when she put her. ’ She turned and put a finger against his chest and pushed. ‘Okay.’ He resisted for a minute, then stepped back with a grin. Noelle got out the tubes and tubs of frosting and little jars of sprinkles in red, white and green. Joe watched and thought he’d rather be icing her than the cookies, but he’d start with the cookies. He opened the toppings while she put the now-cool cookies on a platter and brought them over to the table. ‘Hand me the white frosting?’ she asked. ‘Sure.’ He picked up a. "Jamie baby, how are you?" Fiona's voice was low and soft.I heard her enter the room and close the door quietly behind her. I felther move across to the bed and stand over the bed. I didn't want to seeher and kept my eyes tightly shut."Sweetheart," she whispered, her lips so close to my ear I could feel thewarmth of her breath. "I wouldn't blame you if you were mad at me. Godknows I would be in your place. I hope you can find it in yourself toforgive me, sometime."I felt her lips brush my. I will give you the total treatment. Just hang up *all* your clothes,” she smiled broadly as she said this, “and lay face down on the table with the blue sheet to cover you. I will just go over here to prepare myself.” Tyren went to the other corner where the hooks were and quickly stripped to my shorts. As i did so i turned to look at pinky and saw her sitting in the chair removing her heels and watching me with great interest. “the shorts too?” asked tom. “yes, darling, the shorts too. I need.