However instead of calling me names he insisted that a played a boy in the next sessions.I always considered myself to be straight, which made those '...orbidden' role plays even more exciting. When he found out I lived nearby he proposed a meeting. One that we role played several times before he finally convinced me.He booked a hotel room in a fancy but small hotel in town. That Friday evening my live changed as I entered the room. It was an older hotel but very well cared for. A huge bed with. She became the object of a lot of masturbatorial fantasies. I was in the middle of a dating slump. Nothing more serious than the casual hook up at a party or a club. It was satisfying in a brief span of time. I collected a few numbers but nothing much deeper. I consider myself a romantic and miss having a romance that was more than just flesh grinding into flesh for s lrngth of time. In it's absence I masturbated. I am not a sex addict but I have enjoyed being physical with another person. I know the pain she is to endure and I would take it for her if I could. You smile, knowing everything I am thinking. You are right, me taking her pain would not help her to become a better slave. It would not help any of us. It is not what you brought me here for. SURELY you know me well enough to know that is EXACTLY what I would feel. Of course I would ache for her, she is innocent. Of course I would step between her and the lash if I could. Of course I wish to comfort her, and yes, you even. Mary lost count of her orgasm’s. She did know she was done with white guys. All I know is that I fell in love. I knew I couldn’t have her but I didn’t care. I always wanted to hear more. And she loved telling me. Slowly I realized she was putting her sickness in me, but I didn’t care I wanted to know more. One night after the campus movie. Mary asked me if I would mind doing her a favor. She told me Wayne wanted to share her with some of his friends. That she thought that it would be a very.