Had I forgotten anything?... Oh, yes, the toys. I replaced the batteries in her two favorite vibrators with new ones; thought about reversing them so ...he rabbit would just keep cumming and cumming and cumming! It was after 10 when I finally sat down and watched some HBO show. My mind would not stay on anything but how much I loved my wife and the images of her and Judy and Bill.I did not really expect Susan to call or get home before midnight but at 10:45 she drove up. I went to the door to. After a few minutes, she had me kneel beside him and take my first cock in my mouth. I don’t know what I expected; it was firm, he smelled clean, and I simply followed Madam’s lead, doing my best to swallow him completely, something that I wasn’t able to do, as I lack Madam’s practised skills.He complimented me on my technique but pointed out that Madam was far better at this than I. But he still found it necessary to push me away after a few minutes as I brought him to the edge of orgasm.He. I never saw her again, but I do dream about her full and firm tits. I dream of breastfeeding on her tits.I watch porn all the time about lactation. I don’t talk about it with friends, because I think they might find me a bit freakish. I’m desperate to drink breast milk again and trying to think of a way to be around lactating women. It’s not like there is a specific place to meet these kinds of ladies. Or is there?I started searching the internet and found a dating service that specializes in. The uncertainty wasn't about that. It centered about our lust. We'd danced around it, slowly at first, with a gradual opening and increasing intimacy. Some time ago I'd confessed to her that I wanted to make love with her. (Actually, I think I told her I wanted to "fuck" her.) At once out, I wanted to bite my tongue. I'd have given anything at that moment to take back those words. Not that I didn't mean them. I did. But I knew I'd crossed the Rubicon with those words and the felt a sinking.