And I knew I could never actually do anything with you so I had to find a woman who would be willing to do some role-playing so I could get the closes... thing to a sexual experience with you." and Kristen replied "Wow, I never thought that you would be attracted to me, i've always admired how sexy you are and have always hoped to be as beautiful as you. It is a little weird to hear that you've been sexually attracted to me but from the moment I saw you in bed with that woman, I wanted to be in. Or mai uske ghar pe pahunch gaya. Usne darwaja khola or muje ander aane k liye kaha. Mai ander chala gaya. Usne pucha k aaj yaha kaise aana hua to maine kaha tumhari yaad aa rahi thi to a gaya. To vo hasne lagi or kitchen mai ja k mere liye pani le k aai. Maine pani piya or usse mere pass bed pe bitha diya. Main to phele se hi mood mai tha usse chodne k liye. Maine sidhe uske lips ke kiss karne laga. Vo b mera sath de rahi thi smooch karne mai. Hamara smooch lagbahg 5 chala or fir hum alag ho. Okay ... Yeah. My sex life is so pathetic that I’m watching my daughter fuck her boyfriend to get myself a... ?Shock registers deeply in my brain. There are two grown men who are at least in their thirties watching... Are they gonna join in?No, the fuck they’re not! My worst nightmare flashes through my mind as my tired, pasty white, cellulite covered thighs churn up the sand.“Karen!” I scream at the top of my lungs.As I charge into the scene ready to do battle, it suddenly hits me. They all. " That would be great," I said, getting up to serve our dinner.That night, when I went to bed, I found it difficult to sleep onceagain. It wasn't just being in a different bed--not to mention adifferent body. Now that I wasn't busy with a frenzy of cleaning andcooking, I had time to think about the implications of what had happenedthis day. I asked myself, as I do to this day, whether or not I reallydid the right thing.Yes, Denise had told me that she wanted her life to end, and she wantedme to.