OK, I'm finished."Ed put his hand on Sandy's shoulder and gently massaged her. "Sandy, I'm far from perfect myself, and the issues you mentioned never...even popped into my mind. I view the whole package, not specific parts. I've always been one to look for opportunities rather than obstacles. Why focus on what isn't when there is so much to enjoy that already exists? I've never seen you as flawed. I've seen you as a very sensitive, caring and respectful person. You have a certain sweetness about. The thought of being with you and touching you, grabbing you, squeezing you. I get real shaky inside and start to quiver. It makes me hard as a rock. I don’t even have to stroke myself to get rock hard. All I have to do is think about your legs open and showing me that monster beauty that I can love and make love to. It has come early, but I am prepared to deal with this and these feelings for as long as I live. Just the thought of what I’m doing now drives me crazy. When I can look up into. He loved screwing me, so he said.He smiled, "Oh, your mother would kill me if she found out we did something like that.”As the movie progressed and grew scarier, I got up and snuggled into his lap and he draped an arm around my shoulder. I jumped at the slightest noise on the screen and he grinned again; if only he knew it was like taking candy from a baby. He slowly shifted the arm slung around my shoulder and brushed his fingertips over the swell of my breast. I tensed a little and he left. I didn't want to lose her but I knew she could be a vindictive cow, when she wanted. I agreed meekly to this arrangement, which is why I am here, about to enter a transvestite club on the Earls Court Road, fully transformed into my female persona, Pip. In my hand I hold a sheet of paper and, have instructions that I must show it to anyone that I speak to, once inside the club. The paper reads as follows: I have been instructed to show this to anyone I talk to. Please read it thoroughly..