" Or aerobics" a voice called."Or, after Saul's gotten you all sweaty. Better study facilities, too. Give a hand to Ken Chance. He's the one who's don... it for us." Applause followed."Now, since I've threatened you about competing, I have to tell you something else. As you know, Still Waters people have done very well in the competitions you've — we've — entered. The six of you who competed last year and this summer have been climbing in the finishes. I've done all right, too."There was a murmur. Right then they were interrupted. ‘Dr Little, Rafael, hey!’ A voice from the direction of the food line said breaking into their conversation. They both looked and coming toward them with a big smile was Bonnie Braum. ‘Hi, Bonnie,’ Catherine said. ‘Hey, Bonnie,’ Rafael said. ‘Am I interrupting?’ Bonnie asked as she neared the table. ‘No,’ Catherine said. Then she turned to Rafael and said: ‘Thank you, Rafael, I’ll have the paper back today at our 11 AM class.’ ‘You’re welcome, Dr. Little,’. " We saluted and left. Amber was still waiting in the outer office."Come over to my office," the Sergeant Major said, then added, "you too, Amber." We headed across the hall to his office. When we got there, he opened his desk drawer and pulled out an old worn set of E-9 pins. He turned and handed one to Amber, before he told her what was happening."Uncle Jim here is being frocked to E-9 as per the G-1 at DA's instructions, Amber. You can help pin his new stripes on." Then they both removed my. Remembering Nicole’s face makes me guilty. Remembering what I did to Ethan makes me loathe myself. Why did I do that to him? I shoved him, slapped him across the face. I used him, I admit it, and I know he used me, too. Now I feel numb, and stupid, and worried that I feel this way at all. Aaliyah had no qualms letting me in her house before 8 a.m.. I told her everything that had happened. Although I left out details of exactly how the sex went. I couldn’t stomach myself, let alone say it.