I felt happy knowing that I let my Master/Pimp act as a John for his pleasure. I heard the door open and close wondering where he went. No doubt was...preparing for something else while I sat on my butt to ponder.Oh, there he is! He must have forgotten something because the footsteps are getting closer again. And just like before, I hear a buckle, zipper, and a familiar swoosh/klink of a buckle and pants hitting the floor. What? Already? What came through the hole next took me by complete. They weren't used to feeling so emotional from the rapidly changingfemale hormones to start with, and the sense of bonding and loss withthe childbirth really put former men on an emotional roller-coaster.Suzie pretended to do some light exercises so she could watch Tommi.She knew that Tommi was going to do something stupid; Tommi was tooangry not to. _And_ Suzie knew something had happened in post-deliverybetween Tommi and Rachel and Dr. Tina. She didn't know what, but it wasonly _too_. ”I looked down at her hand at my crotch, watching herfingers massaging me into full painful hardness. Yes Idid need some lovin’, and I needed it bad enough to evenlet this old broad give it to me.At first I looked around for a dark corner to retire to,but when Carla realized what I was doing she said, “Youwant it, you gotta take it right here at the bar. I likeputting on a show for my friends. You okay with thathandsome?”I just nodded. I didn’t quite know what was. I had to confront my own “hyenas.” Only then did I pull on my boots.It was late afternoon when I sneaked unseen into the lodge. It was easy because I have mastered the art of doing it for more than two years. The first item on my new agenda was to see Gerald. The luxury silver SUV parked outside Gerald’s office barely registered in my consciousness. I knocked once and opened the door:“Gerald, I want to hand in my…”“Sam,” Gerald interrupted, slouching behind his mahogany desk. “Or should I call.