..chance…” I’d had my eyes closed from “And I was just thinking” to “We could just give…”. Now that I’d opened them I saw her sta...ing at me with an expression best described as flummoxed on her face.I start to back peddle but no coherent words come out. So I stop talking and let an awkward silence settle. After 155 seconds I was about to apologize when she said,“Oh, I thought you knew. I mean everyone else we work with figured it out and you’ve known me the longest. Lance, I’m. . and Officer Shelly... came up with an alternative punishment. He was effectively put on parole with Shelly as his parole officer. My orders to him were simple, “If you screw up, you’re all hers.” He has been playing it pretty much straight and narrow ever since. He even tips me off if something is going past what I will allow down in the crew decks.I run a tight ship by running a loose ship. It took years working under various Chief Secs to understand that was the best way to keep control on. They said that the reason womendress up like I had was to attract men or other women, that until Istarted to learn that part then I was merely playing the part.I just sat embarrassed at that blushing and taking another sip of mydrink. They asked what experience I had with sex and all I could offerwas that I had kissed a few girls nothing more. Don told me there wasnothing more erotic then attracting someone and making love to them,this further heightened my embarrassment I really had no idea. Enathu peyar indhu vayathu 22 aagugirathu, naan maduraiyil vasithu varugiren. Engal paati ooril varudathirku oru murai thiruvizha nadathuvaargal, apozhuthu naan en mamavai paarka engal sontha ooruku sendru irunthom.Naan siru vayathil irunthu en mamavai kathal seithu varugiren, enaku en mama endraal migavum pidikum. En manam eppozhuthu mamavaiye eangikondu irukum, naangal engal kathalai oruvaruk oruvar solikola villai. Manathile kathal irunthathu, aanal en veetil appa veru oru paiyanuku ennai.