Her kisses, her touch, her giggles, her hugs, her voice in my ear, her hair on my chest, her eyes staring into mine with so much beauty I felt like I ...asn't even alive. How could I let all that go? How could I simply give up? How could I ever love anyone else that much? How would I ever be happy again? She was everything to me, my whole universe, and to not have her with me, to let her go and watch her be happy with someone else, felt like death—worse than death: it felt like hell.And so I. "Wow. I hadn't been expecting this. "Apology accepted. There were a few things I said then I wouldn't mind taking back," I replied after a short pause."Can we start over?" I don't think that would be a good idea." Why not?" Anya, we are who we are. I don't think we'd get along in the long run." Is it because you think I'm a manipulative little bitch? Or that every time you see me, you see Kathy?" She smiled sadly. "By the way, you fibbed earlier about how much I looked liked her." How did you-". Hum vahan gye aur unki deadbodies ko ghar lekar aye aur unka antim sanskar kia. Hum sub bohut dhukhi de aur meri chachi ka ton bohut bura haal tha bechari roo roo kar pagal jaisi ho gayi thi. Phir kuch samay ke baad sab theek hota gya aur chachi ko bhi main apne ghar le aya. Ab sab kuch mere hathon me tha saab mujh se hi mangte the jo chahiye hota. Mujhe bohut acha lagta aur ab dhire dhire main sab ko darake rakhne laga mujhe king jaise feel hone laga. Ek din main free baitha hua tha ki achanak. One little kiss, and your name, and I'll let you go," he swore with his hand in the air like a Cub Scout. What could I do? I kissed him. I tried to kiss his cheek but he was too fast and shifted so my lips met his perfectly and he again strengthened his grasp while he pushed his tongue past my lips and into my mouth. I struggled a bit, but only in surprise. As his tongue roamed in my mouth freely, I realized I was enjoying this, and gave myself to it.His friends had strayed a few more steps.