“Oh, yeah! Your dick really turned me on too,” I candidly confessed, feeling like such a queer, for admitting something like that to my be...t friend. And of course, by this point, I was also seriously questioning my own heterosexuality.“That’s great! So do you want to have sex again sometime?” Chris asked.Those words coming out of Chris’s mouth hit me like a rock. I had previously thought that our sexual encounter together down in The Pit was supposed to be a. When Eli came back to camp the third time he made a walk around, Ben and George were up and had coffee boiling in the big pot.“Gettin’ close to time for us to get started,” Eli said as he sat down and grabbed a tin cup.“Yep, I figure it’s comin’ on five,” George said.“I’ll get the kids up and get them awake. We’ll need to be in the saddle by daylight if we’re gonna get there tomorrow,” Eli said as he set his cup down and went to wake the young’uns.When he walked over to where they were, they. I kept silent and caressed her hair."I'm so sorry Stephanie," she mumbled against my body,"I'm so sorry. I should have never let him hurt you."I held her even tighter. "Hey come on mom, it's not your fault, it was never your fault." Yes it was. I should have done something about him sooner, he should have never laid a finger on you."My eyes watered now too. "You don't have to worry about it anymore. It's over mom, he's gone."She cried even harder now. "Yes, because I killed him. I'm a murderer,. I can't make anything out, that's what the glass is designed to do but I know. I know that on the other side of that glass is my naked daughter. The door's not locked or anything. I could slide it to the side, I could reach in and pull out my wet naked daughter and then..."And then she'd be surprised and screaming with fear," I think to myself as visions came and went and reality intrudes.I step back into the hallway and start down to Anna's room leaving the door half opened. I could never do.