"Its every where" , "you should see it when I'm in bed" said the brother "it sometimes hits the head board". Mum doesn't say anything but she knows wh...ts happening cause I get clean bed sheets every couple of days and extra tissues. "What happens now" said the sister "I usually fall asleep, after I've put back dads magazines" said the brother "what magazines" said the sister. "I'll show you next time, better clean yourself up". "Can't wait " said the sisterBy the time the mum and dad returned,. I had seen them in the greenroom after the show and they seemed to have more than a working relationship."Astute observation," Kellie mused. "You picked that up quickly. They are always professional at the venues. What did you see?" Nothing really," I said. "Carrie was always somewhat reticent to show emotion. I mean, we all saw the big ones — happy, sad, angry — but you had to really be close to her to get some of the lesser ones. I could tell she was close to him because she was willing to. And I can't get rid of her.I've thought about killing her several times, but I can't. Any injury Iinflict hits me twice as bad. I can't cut her any more than I could severmy own neck. And it's not that I want her to suffer. I want to end hersuffering, but I can't. She is so very fragile and vulnerable, and itbreaks my heart to see her sad. It would be easier if I could truly hateher, but I can't. I love her with every fiber of my heart. But I don'ttreat her like I love her. I keep her locked. Ian finished tidying up the supper dishes and giving the kitchen work surfaces a final wipe around called into the lounge where Simone and their new lodger Oskar were sitting, “OK, I’m off to see Herb. See you later.” There was no response, not that he had expected any, and with that he picked up his car keys and left the house to drive the short distance to visit his new best buddy. Herb opened the front door dressed in a bathrobe which covered his pudgy frame, “Hello Ian, come on in. Janice.