Images that seared themselves into her brain, images that screamed but were never heard. The silence came and she could not control it. She could no s...oner will the frightening images out of her mind, than she could will them in. At odd moments, the silence would come and with it fear. She remembered the first time the silence took over her. She had been ten, in her room with white walls and pink ruffles. A pampered little girl’s room. A myriad of stuffed bears and animals were placed carefully. I signed in, and noticed that John was not there yet. I went over to our stuff, unlocked the crates, and started setting up the equipment. John got there just as I was getting ready to assemble Zig zag. Good timing. We quickly had that put together and checked, and got the other things out.We were about two thirds done when the call went out to gather for notes. There were two cancellations: a singer and the ventriloquist. There was no mention of reasons, but people were saying that the dummy. I measured potential boyfriends against a list in my head that I never transcribed into my journal, which should have been my first clue it was nonsense. I wanted someone taller than me, older than me, physically adept, muscularly solid over skinny, and whom I could connect to with games, movies, or conversations. Basically, I described my brother Edmund and his teammates. I was never attracted to my brother, although his teammates I certainly had fantasized about. However, those dreams were. Kafi tight hai,aesi chut bhi milanam uskil hai.vishal ne kaha, isis liye mere tere ko phone pe bola tha, solid fucking ho skati hai,gand to a one hai, tight bhi hai aur mota hai to vo bhi force karega! Agar samanya halato me meri koi gand marane ki bat karata to me usaki ba bahen kar deta, par aaj ye sari bate sunake kafi maza aa raha tha.Vishal ne muje doggy syle me rakha ,mane mere per zameen pe the aur me bed ki aur tha. meri gandh ko aese suck kiya tha, ki mene kaha ab bas dal do! Muje pain.