She had not had a real satisfactory marriage the first time. She could use the financial security with her children going to college, but was not sure...about making another commitment. He had proposed, but she was skeptical.A few months ago she had gone to Quebec for another visit. She knew that the time had probably come. He had made reservations for her at the Fairmont Le Chateau Frontenac. He had taken her for a carriage ride along the river front. They had gone to dinner at a number of. "Do you want money my ring, my watch here take them take it all. Take it and go". "No Miss Jenny I don't want any of that". What... do you want oh please don't hurt me I won't tell anyone what happened just go please"? His hands were behind his back He pulled one out and held a knife, Jenn tried to scream but couldn't nothing came out. "Strip for me Jenny, take you clothes off" She was terrified now, but, hoped that maybe all he wanted was a thrill of seeing her naked though she knew that. ”“You picked the best for Michi, Lilly Beth, Lee Yu, and me, Dad. Lee Yu and Lilly Beth are falling in love too, just like Michi and I. I am so happy for them. I know how they feel and I know both of them are like me, they are already wanting more.”“You and Michi still have another year or so to go before you’ll be seventeen, Kia. Have you thought about how you’ll handle that?”“Dad, we really need to talk about that too. I’m not sure I can wait, and I already know in my heart that I don’t want. I like men. Alex likes me inbetween - between male and female, top and bottom. The spaces are tight.It's OK. I like confinement. With Alex, you can find yourself inconfinement.Before Alex, I thought I felt like a man. Then I met Alex. Or MistressAlex. I know Alex as both.Alex soon uncovered my desires. I became what Alex wanted, which is whatI needed. Now there is a part of me that will forever belong to Alex. Ialways do what Alex says.****Mistress told me where to go. I don't go to gay.