I had started my own collection of panties that I would wear as I would dress up, watch porn, and talk to strangers. Since I was a teen I would freque...t multiple chatrooms, straight, bi, and sometimes gay under the name, "Ivory cd." Late one evening I was on one of the bi chat rooms I would frequent, when I recieved an incoming messag from a man named "Mr. Black." He started the conversation with a, "Hey gurl, how'r you doing? Huge fan of white cd's here, asl?". I responded,"I'm good, just. His toned, bronzed torso was now naked. “You should know that one fan sent me an email.” He turned his head to the door while he said it.She panicked. If her mouth had not been open yet her jaw would have dropped. She felt her stomach contract. Julie looked at Tom’s face, which remained perfectly calm.“Don’t tell me there is a man waiting behind that door,” Julie managed.“Not a man.” Tom gestured towards the door, and a woman walked in. “Meet Alice. One of your biggest fans.”“Hi,” the woman. I was concerned Heather looked shaken as her breathing returned to normal she mentioned she thought she was having a heart attack she had never felt anything so intense I told her she was having an orgasm all she said “was I hope it’s always like this I’ve never felt anything like that before” in reply I told Heather I loved her she pulled me to her and we kissed.We drove to the hotel enjoying the silence of each others company I came to realise in the past few days I had come to love Heather. I took the entire bottle of eight pills. My dad would not know and if he did he would just assume my mother took them and not say anything. My parents had become experts at ignoring each other’s problems.I could still hear my mother and the man’s voice going at it and decided to sneak a peek. It was not my intention to get turned on by looking, trust me that is something that would not arouse me, but I was curious to see who it was and if I knew him. The other reason I wanted to look was.