3 water and guided her through the cure very gently. Thank God, she did not have to suffer as much as we had. Your initial ministrations had taken car... of almost everything and the pain in her breasts was not severe. If, as the protocols indicated, it was cancer, he caught it in the earliest stage with no further harm done yet."You know that I am against your free use of all that Heavy Matter power. But with Karla I think it is right. Of course I don't know how far Alfred tunes into her mind.. Full masquerade form?" You know the drill for us trust fund kids." Whaddya mean us, paleface?" Okay, I'm sorry for insinuating that you're a poor little rich boy." At my amused grunt, she continued. "Um, speaking of apologies... I spoke with Nicki yesterday."Silence."Jordan?" How is Annika?" Very well, actually. She was offered an associate editorship on U.S. News, working out of DC." She must be happy with that, being so close to home," I said tonelessly."She asked about you." I didn't. Haven't got a dime to show for it." That'd make a country and western song," I said. "Sorry." That's another thing. Despite the fact that I MET the bastard in a shit-kicker joint, that's the ONLY place he ever took me. That and Bubba's Barbecue Hut and any restaurant that has a presence in more than a hundred cities." Sorry again," I said."Not your fault," she said."You apologized for your side. I'm apologizing for mine."She actually let a chuckle out. "Okay. I'll stop the history lessons." If. I don’t think I am going to let him in my room anymore.April 5th: It was so hot making love to Roy in the same spot on our bed after Branden fucked me just a few hours before. I could smell both my lover and my husband as Roy made love to me. I feel so powerful doing this, but I also feel dirty and cheap too.April 15th: Well my resolve to not have sex with Branden in our bed failed miserably. This past week he visited four times and fucked me every time in our bed. Damn it. Damn it.July 4th:.