I cannot concentrate. I feel the handcuffs being placed around my wrists and ankles for the first time. I feel my leg getting wet from the thought. I ...uddenly don't want Nick at my house in hopes that Pete and Amber will involve me tonight. But there is no guarantee that it will even happen. What if the last time they got me involved it was the last time? What if the stop doing it all together? Do I dare ask Nick to do those things to me?" I know I tied him this morning. But what if he is not. He would look at her differently for the rest of his life. But... if she did them, and he didn't rape her, she would be free. It would be worth it.And he would never fuck his own sister. She was sure of it.She had better be sure of it, she knew, because if he fucked her while she was on these drugs, he would impregnate her. She would be pregnant with her brother's baby.In any case, she wouldn't need to see her brother till tonight. She had a day of work to get through first. She dressed,. The fourth guy she ever met was her favorite though. He had a cock the size and thickness of her first dildo. King had a big black monster. Or so she said. She told me that when she first saw his cock she was astounded and she'd said that she had thought those stories about big cocks weren't true. That only fake cocks were that size. She went on to tell me how she had gone down on him and that she'd had to work the head of his cock into her mouth because the head was almost bigger than her. "He grinned back. "Clever girl."Talk drifted to other topics. There was hardly a moment's silence as they got to know each other better and better and to enjoy each other's company more and more.Eleanor did go over and visit the old lady in the corner but soon returned. "Poor thing," she said sadly. "I think she prefers to be left alone. I have a feeling she won't leave here alive and that's maybe what she wants."She did not stay until eight that evening. "We actually eat at eight so as we've.