She had let her hair grow to her shoulder, even though she tried to keep it short as she could. She waved to the crowd, who cheered for her, and she m...de her way back to the locker room. When the door to the locker room opened up, she entered into the white tiled room, went past the showers to her locker, and opened it up to find her clothing and shoes. She pulled the straps off of her shoulders and pulled the swim suit off her breasts, down to her hips and let it fall to the floor. She looked. Dick had me lift my skirt and then sit down so I wouldn’t crease mydress. And, with my ass burning hot from a spanking sitting was not themost comfortable thing in the world especially my bare bottom on the coarsefiber chair seats. The various lessons and rules went on day after day. Ofcourse there were only four words I was allowed to say. I wasn’t allowed tostart a conversation nor end it. I was only to reply with the “Yes Sir,” or“Thank You Sir.”I was taught to sit with my legs slightly. And Jarrod was playing with her legs, again. “Damn it Jarrod,” she said whispering. “I, don’t,” and then she stopped. “Don’t do that again,” she said as she shook her head. He looked at her and smiled. And then Jarrod smiled asking, “Why not? You’ve always liked me doing this in the past, right?” She did. She knew he was right. She absolutely loved it. He’d come into her room, late at night, and when he did they’d sit on her bed and talk but soon enough Jarrod and Kennedi would be fooling. Maybe I wouldn't be where I was now. But, she wasdead. Victim of an 'accidental' overdose. About as accidental as I wasplanning."You know. You're one of the lucky ones who got to spend at least partof their lives as a woman. Look at me...I'm nearly sixty, I've been wearingdresses as long as I can remember and I will NEVER look like a woman!Christ. I just want this over with. I'm so tired of living a lie!Jahna just looked at me with those big blue eyes. I saw a tear slowlycrawl down her.