"Clarence gave the glad eye to the wrong white girl ... and this is Clarence that night." He handed the picture to Keirstan. She had won the rock, pap...r, scissors for the front seat.It wasn't a great picture, the focus was bad and the light from the street light cast his face in shadows but the noose was plain and so was the shit dripping off his shoe.Keirstan ... passed the picture back and opened the door."You're cleaning that up, girl. I live here too. You girls quit teasing me. That's what. I hope we can help her because if I ever saw anyone who looks so desperately in need of help it is her. She bravely faced us and there was a quavering in her voice when she said, "My name is Lisa and I am a cum hungry slut" and then she faltered, almost like she had forgotten why she was here. She took a deep breath and said, "Yes, I am a cum slut and I have allowed my addiction to destroy my life. It has cost me my family, my marriage and I'm here to try and save what little I have left - my. . Cindy, I..." Let's go inside, Mom. We can talk."I pushed the door open. "And this is my first apartment." Where'd you live before this?" Dan and I lived in his trailer when we first got married," I said. Mom didn't know the exact timeline. I told her that Dan and I married in one of those unanswered letters, hardly getting an acknowledgement. No sense in her knowing the details, at least not now."That trailer of his? At the park?" she asked."Yeah." Don't you think that getting married at. .. and he got up silently and went to thebedroom. I heard the shower running.A strange stillness seemed to enter the room, as I gazed up and out ofthe floor-to-ceiling window next to me, laying there on the fur rug.The night sky is so beautiful here. My skin was alive, textural, alert;my senses a shimmering blanket of light, my mind at once empty of allthought, and racing with submission and love, questioning what it means,what is life... what Daddy had turned me into...into myself again.And I.