He felt loved, adored and wanted. He also felt pretty fucked up. Our name drawing blow job bit had gone so well, I told Jamie he had to draw two ...ames a night, every night, except he had to draw four names on Saturday. After the bar closed, he had to suck the dicks and lick the balls of the guys who names he had drawn. Our after hours parties became weekly affairs, with Jamie getting fucked up the ass by ten or fifteen drunken horny dudes at every party. I saw no reason why we. Nameless souls whose sudden disappearance would draw little to no attention in a country ravaged by war. Usually they would leave the CO battered and beaten, but there were times when he got a bit, shall we say, carried away with the freedom at hand, and the SpecOp would have a body to dispose of. For my end of it, I got linked up with a solid seemingly endless, and highly protected source of Hanoi gold, which I was able to turn around at a huge profit. While this was really sweet, it was. You see, I am a man in mythirties who likes to dress as a girl whenever I can and it all stemsfrom those early childhood stirrings.I think the first ideas that popped into my head were at school duringgym class. I was so jealous of the girl's navy knickers, it seemscrazy, but I hated having to wear shorts while the girls all ran aboutin their pants!! I used to gaze at this one girl Heather, wishing thatI could be wearing her gym kit. I didn't really have a thing for theschool uniform at this. See what I mean Mel, white boys are a worthless fuck, arent they slut? Ty words humiliated me, my cheeks flushed and I could not force my head up from staring at the floor, I couldnt even look at my wife. Yes Master, Mel answered Tys question. They are completely worthless, they have too small of cocks and not enough endurance. Only black Gods like you, Sir, know how to use a slut like me. Her words stung deeper that my Masters. But it was the laughing and the comments from all the men in the.