But every day that passed she found less and less gleam to her life, her fulfilment draining, the view, as stunning as it was, just becoming a part of...the background. She had everything she thought she could’ve wanted, safe finances, an amazing home, good friends, many social engagements, even a string of lovers should she desire such a thing, at varying price points. Some cost money, some cost more. Feeling disconnected and wondering how, if with everything, she could feel so empty she had. Then they got on the bed and the shorter blond began licking and tonguing the taller one who was soon moaning in great appreciation. She was really giving it to her girlfriend as I sat there slowly stroking, knowing that Jenn had sent me this video for a very good reason and it probably wasn't so I could get off to it.They went on for a good bit, the tall one having a very strong orgasm then she took the other girl between the legs and gave her everything she could putting her into a rather. For sex," I shrugged"both the medical doctors and the psychiatrist told me to acceptthe way I am, and learn other methods of giving and receivingsexual attention."Everyone was watching me. Mom looked both relieved and miserable. Emil and Joyce seemed pensive, like there was something I hadleft out.Emil got up, and hugged me. "Cindy, does this mean we can atleast stay friends?" I looked at mom. And Joyce. And listened tothe tingling running through me."Mom, can our budget stand my getting a. It's probably way too early, but what the hell? It needs to be done.I inched my way closer to the drawer under the nightstand and pulled outmy stent; I hadn't used it in a couple of weeks, and it was high timethat I used it again. After lubing it up, I slowly reached under thecovers with my stent in my left hand and slowly pulled down my pantieswith my right. I slowly pushed the stent inside me, my body shudderingas I felt the coolness of the lube slowly grease me up as I twisted thestent.