.. I...” I took a deep breath and forcefully exhaled. I had to calm down. My womanly senses tingled. I found myself lost in evil thoughts that floo...ed my mind. I was standing naked in front of a guy I had long fantasized about. Steve stepped into my dimly lit bedroom. “Oh shit!” I thought to myself. “Is he going to rape me?” I wanted to be raped. I wanted him to push me down on my bed and ravage me. I could feel myself getting wet with anticipation. I took another deep breath and exhaled as. My fingertips skip that button, and the next, resting on the third.Oma nods approvingly.One by one, I button Oma’s dress, my dress, pulling it up a little to reach the last two. I gather the cotton together with the cloth belt, buckling it into its delicate silver.“How tight, Oma?”She stands, crossing the short space to me atop her heels like a trapeze artist. Would I ever be as graceful as she is, perched daringly above the abyss? Her fingertips are between my belt and my hips.“No, that is. I savored the pleasing feeling of comforting and protecting Wyrd.“I don’t feel diminished, so I doubt your magic has harmed me,” the Princess surmised, but she looked more displeased as she further processed her break in decorum.“No, no, it does not work that way. I assure you. If you want, you can take my image,” Julie quickly responded, stepping forward.Princess Wyrd’s face softened at the offer. In fact, she waved Julie back. “Minetos had mentioned rumors of a true, magic-wielding man in the. 'I tried to block that out of my head. All afternoon my thoughts were on what was going to happen that evening. Travis came home from work at six o'clock. He didn't eat much at dinner and he spoke even less. At 7:15 the phone rang. I guessed it was John so I went into the bedroom. I don't know why but I didn't want to hear any of that conversation. A few minutes later Travis came into the room and said that John would be over at eight o'clock. Then Travis suggested I take a shower and get.