I can’t imagine living with another man or having his babies. I’ve tried to imagine that with other men, and there’s nothing there. It’s just ... big blank. But with you I see this house full of children again... our children. It’s so easy to imagine that that it just seems like it has to happen some day.”“And what if I felt like Chrissy was enough ... that I had already had all the children I needed?”The tears practically burst from my eyes, but I didn’t wipe them off. I just let them run down. I knew which dresser belonged to each girl and where their panties were located. This was going to be fun. I never once thought to ask how they would know if I got the right ones labeled. If I had, I would have been ready for a night I would never forget.I thought I would start with the upstairs first. They seemed to be the ones that went to bed earlier than the downstairs. One by one the lights went out, and, after waiting what I thought was a good amount of time, I started my task. The first. ”Lancer softly replies, “Thank you, we’ll see what we can do,” before he turns away to organise the search. His heart goes out to the efficient young girl who just told him over two thirds of her family are likely to be lying about up there dead, and he now has to find their bodies for her. Arriving back at the front he gives the figures to the team leaders and says, “I don’t care if we have to examine every millimetre of this ground for kilometres around, we will find every one of those. ‘3:45am.’ I called Amanda on the phone and told her I would be home late and don’t wait up for me. I knew she wouldn’t listen though, she never does. ‘Why, is there some other bitch that you’re going to see?’ Here we go again. I started debating. Truth, lie, truth, lie, truth, lie, lie it is. ‘No, I have a meeting that I have to attend to, a really important meeting, it could put my position in jeopardy if I don’t go.’ ‘Oh… okay.’ Amanda quickly hanged up on me. I went over to my laptop, I.