The photos were crudely taken, a bright flash under harsh lights. Onewas of his hand, one of his biceps. One of his shoulder with a hint ofhair spilli...g out from his armpit. Occasionally the men would look backat Sarah, as though they needed reminding of what exactly had takenplace, of what exactly had changed and how much. Sarah watched too. Withevery passing photo, she felt each part of her body itch withunfamiliarity. She squirmed in place, feeling vulnerable and small.Photos of David's. I REALLY, REALLY don't want Tom and their family to see me whenI can't speak. Especially not the first day. Can we please come up witha different kind of punishment? How about you keep me silent now, forone hour - we can go somewhere for an hour and you can play with mewhile I'm silent. You can lick me as much as you want. But wait to go toTom's until the garlic's worn off. And then you can continue thepunishment by making me go to bed earlier than usual, and you can giveme more garlic, or even. It really made me want to go to bed with you, but I know we have to wait." I want to go to bed with you, too, but it'll be worth the wait. We already know we both want it," Rosy says, "And it's OK with Carla and Allie, so we won't have to play any stupid games before we actually do it." I hate those games. Girls always treated me like shit when I was a boy. I'm so much happier being a girl." Well, I won't treat you like shit, Jill. I'll always be a lesbian, and I'm always going to be in love. I told Debbie that I had been fantasizing about her. It was common that I told Debbie about my fantasies. She was ok with it as long as I didn’t act on them. We planned to leave in the evening and drive during the night so as to miss the heavy traffic in Springfield and St. Louis. Tammy arrived at 5 as planned as I was loading the car. Tammy walked up wearing a cropped T shirt, a short denim skirt and flip flops. I wondered to myself if she was wearing panties. Her hair was in a loose pony.