When we got outside she looked at me and said “This is the most fun I have had in 2 years. And I think the sense of danger makes it that much better...�� I told her that we were a long way from being through. And she had agreed to follow my orders to the letter. Walking out to the van. I made her stop at the front of it and went to the side door to get the bag of novelties I had purchased earlier. Walking back to the front. I told her to unhook the loop of fishing line and show me her tits. which I. No permanent damage was expected but I could expect a very nice Heidelberg scar.I am not going to claim I enjoyed my treatment, and I was not so stupid as to refuse the shots of Novocain or whatever they needed to numb the sites before they started stitching on me. On the other hand, I was in better shape than some of the men. Both Colonel Iqban and his exec, Major Rauf, were dead, and their S-3 and top battery commander, Captain Failly, was being evacuated to the hospital in Erbil, along with. I am sorry, but this...." motioning toher whole body, "is one large forgery." Then cracking a smile, Chloecontinued, "But its part of the job for me, you know?" Joey wasshocked at that comment, so this was all just a job for her...or is ithim?, Joey pondered, he wasn't sure. His feelings were quite blendingtogether in this moment in a confusing manner.Joey then replied back, softly but tinged with sadness, "So..... itwas all a lie, a means to an end? Chloe's feelings for me and our. The Danubians get pissed about lying, because they're real big on this whole concept of 'honor'. Part of that thing with the 'honor' is you don't lie, and another part of it is you take responsibility for what you do. The other patients are avoiding you because you dishonored yourself. You know, if you just would have 'fessed-up and apologized..." I know I should've, but I ... just can't. I've never apologized for anything." Well, this afternoon you're gonna have to. You owe the doctors three.