Pacing so smoothly that Susan really had no sense of motion, he carried her to where he had earlier figured her bathroom must be. Seeing the bathroom,...Kris's eyes widened. Better and better, she thought. It was like the one at the Carlson's and her own home, almost as big as a living room.As a result, Kris shed the Levi's and work shirt she was wearing and then slid off her bikini. The tub was a small swimming pool which Kris filled with warm water. After taking off her pajamas, Kris lifted. Boys permanently feminised and under the strict control of women. Namely, Mrs Lane, myself and Heather, but also the other women and girls in the neighbourhood who you have wronged on so many occasions.'As Shirley detailed their fate, the boys eyes finally moved towards her, eyes filled with a new, deeper terror inspired by the full scale of their sissy future. Yet now there was no protest, only an increased flow of tears and a desperate doomed sobbing."Today you will be reborn in a realm of. "She could say what she liked, but I thought, wow, she is up for some fun. She had been good all year, and children can be tiring so I could easily understand she wanted to let her hair down a bit.We got on our way, and it was exciting to be in the warm weather. The hotel was large, with chalets on a grassy area that led to the sea and multiple swimming pools. There were eucalyptus trees, and the warm, humid air added a sensual feeling around our chalet.We had arrived quite late but had a bite. No need for him to see me carry on, it’d just give him a bad dose of useless guilt. “Are you going to be all right, Esme?” he asked quietly, somehow guessing how fragile I felt. He wrapped his arms around me, and in that cocoon of warmth I wept tears as large as my heart. I cried because of how lost and alone I was with Shawn as my lover. But I also wept with the realization that I would be much worse off without, that even a teaspoon of love from Shawn was better than gallons from any other.