And she had never dreamed that her own need for passionate love had been so great, that Janet could actually fill that love... and that she had been a...le to fulfill her sister's need for the same thing. She never thought she had it in her... and now that she knew, she wanted to use the talents her sister had brought out again and again. As she rummaged through her dresser drawer, she found her terry cloth bathrobe, one of her favorite pieces of clothing. It was practical without being too. ’ We both agreed. ‘Second, I certainly don’t want you two to think you can’t have that much fun without me. If I’m staying somewhere, say, more than one night, I give you two permission to take our love out for a spin if you want. I’ll leave you some triggers for that as well.’ She paused for almost a minute before getting to the last one. ‘Lastly, I have a special command for both of you: If anything ever happens to me, I want the two of you to share this feeling again. And I want you to keep. Then she got up and handed Corina her phone and told me to have her home for dinner. Then she whispered in my ear she would let me know soon about what we talked about. Then she whispered for me not to hurt Corina or she would help her husband kill me. She did a little laugh and said I'm only k**ding and then got a straight face and then said maybe she wasn't k**ding. Then she said dinner is at 6:30 and don't be late. Everything was going good when that Friday Corina called but it wasn't. He stroked me when I needed stroking. I am sure I did the same for him. I had only told one lie and I do not know why I did that. He had said he was from Florida so I said I was from Seattle. Putting a lot of distance between us seemed sensible because this was a cyber relationship and I did not want a real life interaction, yet over the years, we had grown close. He laughed at the same things I did. He was bold enough to venture opinions that I found myself agreeing with. Ok I was on a plane.