" Even a slight tug hurt like hell, there was no way I could force myself to castrate me. When JJ got to ten, and I was still standing there, he smile... and said, "Carla, I am really pleased that you desire to stay with us." He took a ring put it in a pair of hog ring pliers and forced it through my nose between both nostrils. "Very nice, it is suitable for a pig like you." It hurt terribly but there was nothing I could do but stand there crying. He repeated the same procedure putting rings. That decision would also mean that everyone would eventually learn how Addie had gotten pregnant, and by whom.The other decision was just as hard to swallow: do nothing about Vlad.What would you have done? You could seek justice and the protection of many more than just your own kids, but would run the risk of destroying your children. What if Social Services decided you were bad parents, and took your pregnant daughter away from you? What if there were some law that had been violated that. On other occasions I was instructed to crawl around naked for a whole day with the large plug dildo inside me,nipple clamps attached and sometimes with the tie press suspended from my balls as they were crushed flat and to sleep on the floor at the foot of the bed. I loved this extreme humiliation,the pain and punishment and the feeling that I was entering a state of nothingness,unable to survive except as an adjunct to Madam. Even when undergoing extreme humiliation,beating and being. My nipples were peeking thru the peep holes and my pussy was peeking thru the crotchless panties. This is the one that I want. I had the girl come bck in and to adjust me just perfect. As she was pulling o my nipples, i gave out a bit of noise along with a moan. She then rabbed my tit and raised it to her mouth, to give me a kiss. Not only did she give my tit a kss, she put most of my breast in her mouth and sucked real hard. I went to reach for her chest and she pushed my hands away,.