While I actually don'tknow why I feel these urges to be a girl, it's been that way since I wasabout 3. And although I can't describe it to you, I get ... wonderfulfeeling dressing and acting like I'm a girl." I HAVE lived with the fear of being found out and being ridiculed by acommunity so I can understand and accept the reasons for your decision.In fact MY community begins with my brother and father finding out aboutmy feelings and I've lived with that fear for years." I've already felt the. . Struggling to see who or what slammed my locker, I saw one of the problem k**s..you know, special aid k**s...The look in his eyes and smile on his face was terrifying...I managed to whine out "...what, are you doing, are you crazy.." immediately I knew I was in trouble... Wrong words to yell at a troubled teenage boy...I knew I was smarter then he, but he was much stronger then I was. He reached down and gripped my ankle that was closer to him and mumbled what I interpreted to be "...fuck. How could he view such sin? Didn’t he know that it was so damning to be interested in gays and lesbians? I clicked on a video and started watching it. It started out as one girl definitely being the dominate one and seducing the younger looking girl into having sex with her. As I watched the video, something strange happened. I started to get that tingle in my vagina like when I was with Steve for the first time. I also actually felt my vagina get wet. I looked down and could see my. I was hot and couldn’t wait much longer. I was a hungry woman and couldn’t wait. I kissed him hard and began to pant by the time he slid his tongue deep into my mouth. I could feel one of his hands gripped my ass and pulled me tight against him. His cock was like an iron rod that was pressed its length between our bellies. I immediately pulled my leg up and over the top of his. I was open now for him to play. We kissed and touched; he sucked on my breasts and made my nipples become as stiff as.