He pulled away and lay on the bed, his cock standing straight up, and told me to take off my shoes and shirt and get in bed with him. When I got in b...d next to him he started kissing me again and his hands ran all over my body. I moved down and took the next big step....I took his cock in my mouth and started sucking it. It felt good.....no bad taste....his pubic hair smelled freshly washed and I like the feel of it pulsing and throbbing in my mouth. He had me get into a 69 and he licked my. After a drink to lose some inhibitions we swim in the warm 87 degree tropical water. My top is wet now. It is as if it is not there at all as it is completely see-thru. It is as if I were in a wet t-shirt contest with the thinnest and sheerest of t-shirts. We walk back along the beach and I receive quite a few glowing stares from the hordes of good looking men also on the beach. When we reach our chairs again I take my top off as this a top optional beach. I sit back in my chair breasts. ”“OK.”She hugged me and walked me to the door and I walked home, still in a funk.On Sunday, I played a round of golf with Patrick during the afternoon. That evening, I finally wrote in my journal after a week of being unable to do so. It helped some, but I still needed Jennifer. I decided to call her, though I knew we couldn’t talk long.“You aren’t alone,” she said. “You have friends there, right? Get help from them. What about the girl you were seeing?”“Pia? She’s in another city three hours. -- "What you're looking at is a CIA operation using independent international mercenaries hired to spy on and carry out other more intrusive operations against me. For example, they slipped drugs into my food in a restaurant to give me diarrhea and make me vomit so they could obtain samples to use for medical analysis of me. In the hall closet you'll find an umbrella with a hypodermic syringe in its point which they were intending to 'accidentally' bump into me in the street, to get a blood.