It makes sense." Yeah," I said. "I guess it does." I noticed that Dan didn't even move toward the controls for Cindy's landing. She's getting good. We...shut the engine down at the fueling station. We'd flown six hundred and fifty miles. Cindy's plane could've done another couple of hundred, but full tanks make for a comfortable feeling.Three people were making their way across the apron. One guy in work clothes, probably the FBO, another guy in a suit, and a brown-haired girl who finally skipped. Her hair kept running through my mind as well as her whole body. It was very safe to say that I had a crush on her. I had hoped that the walk would help calm me down but in stead it had actually turned me on to the point that I ran the last few hundred feet towards my apartment. I needed some kind of sexual relief. I damn near broke down the door to the apartment when the lock stuck but managed to refrain from doing so. Standing there in the middle of the living room was Mindy. My long time. I like you, I can’t lose you, she said, her eyes watering with tears. »It really moved me, but I was still upset, mainly because of the feeling of attraction I still felt for her, stronger than ever. My mind was rushing in all kind of directions, and I couldn’t think straight. I think she saw it and she changed her position to be able to massage my back. It felt really good and relaxing, and I was able to settle down. And all my thoughts led me to the conclusion that I needed to be with this. I now know you understand how I feel about Stan. I lovehim so very much, but I have these needs.Well I did go over to see Bill and Alex this morning. Itold Stan before he went to work that I would bevisiting them. I wanted him to know right before he leftthat I might have sex with them. I had to make sure heknew that it wasn’t cheating if I told him first. I saton his lap and explained to him very clearly that hewill always have my heart and soul, but my body neededmore than he could.