He told her to come on back to the exam room and asked her to get undressed as he had a couple more things to get ready before they start. She took of... her clothes and stood there awkwardly naked as she didn’t see the usual paper gown that she puts on. He said he would start with a normal examination again with his fingers to feel where the bump was and then using a tool called a proctoscope to see what was going on inside. He said it shouldn't take more than 15 minutes. So he asked her to get. She's coming."Aunt Jackie walked into Mark's room. "Aren't you going to the pool,Melissa?" I don't feel like it right now. Maybe it's jetlag or something?" Thatwas all I could come up with at the moment. Jackie gave me a funny look,but said OK. I was relieved for the moment. She gave Mark a funny lookwhen he said he wanted to keep his t-shirt on; but gave no comment on it.Mark went to the pool while I went back to my room to "relax" for awhile. I reluctantly took off my sandals (they're so. Love in bloom -- if she still had her virginity now I was willing to bet she wouldn't by the end of the week. Around us the other Program participants were being welcomed by my army becoming bodyguards."I realized it wasn't his fault," Cameron explained. "He had to talk to Mrs. Gleason. Then I blamed myself..." It wasn't your fault," Jason scolded. "I blamed myself, too. You know that." And I blamed myself," I admitted."Well don't, either of you! I finally did figure out whose fault really was. I framed the house against the white valley in the background, making sure that I included the lush green fir tree to the right of the house and avoided the somewhat tacky lighted plastic reindeer in the middle of the garden. The sun was low in wintery evening sky, a great time to capture the memories of the place in which I had stayed for the last two months as an exchange student to my Canadian host family. It was my year off school, and I had decided to spend it far away from my family, far.