But try as I would, I was just overly self-conscious, and couldn't get an erection. I was certainly not turned onby being forced to stand in front of ... bunch of girls, body smooth, facemade-up, wearing only heels and panties, beating off like a hornyteenager. I thought it was horrid!The girls noticed my lack of interest and success and teased me aboutit."What's the matter, Juliette? Can't get it up now that you're allfeminine?" Come on, Juliette. I'll bet you'd get excited if you could see how. ‘I thought I said ‘GIT!’ And don’t y’all even think about heading to one of those saloons or taverns! As soon as I have things settled here, I’m going around to make sure all of them close up for the night!’ With a bunch of grumbling they started to make their way away from the jail. After they dispersed, I went inside to see what the situation was. I was surprised to find the prisoners all locked into one cell, and the Indians that had escorted them, in the other. This pissed me off, again! I. Some ofmy relationships lasted a long time but I never met anyone I was reallyserious about. However, the desire to dress never went away and when Igot my place at UMIST I decided now was the time to give "Gloria" herhead. After I leave here I will have to find a job and probably marry andsettle down to raise a family. The probability is that in three yearstime "Gloria" will cease to be, so, during this window of opportunity, Iam determined to be feminine for as much of the time as I can."She. And now, the edict's laws fall upon your shoulders, for once one reaches the age of 18 they are thereby entered into the Fight, and all laws and rules apply. "Free game" if you will. As you flash your ID to the nearest guard the gates to Vision academy open, and as you pass the threshold, the words that will come to define your life blaze in the afternoon Sun, etched high above one of the clock towers, for all to see."Strength or Slavery." Excuse me, would you mind placing your ID once more.