Plans might be important to prevent chaos, but plans can be changed or utterly destroyed. I cannot depend on an opportunity in the future to correct m... mistakes of the past. Or to forgive them. Whether that future is the next day or an expected afterlife, it is uncertain at best. The only real resource I have for making things 'right' is NOW.Lesson Four: I am not perfect. I cannot live up to my own ideals, let alone anyone else's. Therefore, I will simply fill my life with as much love as I can. She is naked before me, hot, lusting and wanting. She moves to the bed and lies down on her side facing me, smiling and patting the bed beside her. I need no second invitation and am soon lying face to face with my young love. Pulling her to me, our bodies touch, skin to skin for the first time. She sighs and I feel a warmth unknown before.Gently stroking her face with the back of my hand, I look into her beautiful hazel eyes and I want to live in their constant gaze. My hands on her cheeks, I. The good mood lasted until I was walking up the steps to the porch, and then it didn't go away so much as get washed over with the somber memory of why I was here at this house. Cooper James had lost his parents, and what remained of their lives together were here, and it was up to me to honor their memories for him since he wasn't here to do it for himself.Those tasks were going to have to take a back seat to a few more mundane tasks required to keep me warm and fed. The fridge was empty,. When I turned out of the driveway Candy slumped toward me and I saw something that I had not noticed before - she had no bra on and the way she was slumped exposed one absolutely marvelous tit. I got an instant 'woody'. By the time I'd made several turns she was lying across the seat with her cheek resting on my hardon. I'm sorry, but I could not resist the temptation - I fished out my cock and let it bang against her face while I used my right hand to caress her unfettered tits. Her lips were.