It was then, I saw the beautifully white and fluffy ass of hers. I touched it and kissed her ass immediately. I again moved her panty to one side and ...ow the love hole was in front of me along with her ass hole. I did not wanted to take the risk of spreading her ass cheeks as that would wake her up.I tried to her my smallest finger in her Vagina and it went very swiftly inside her. She was all wet from inside. I put that finger in mouth and her taste was divine as always. She kept on secreting. For the first time in my life I saw myself as truly beautiful and desirable, and not just for my body but for who I am, and who I’m continually discovering myself to be under Your care. I was utterly vulnerable and yet completely safe; humiliatingly exposed and yet cared for, even cherished.I wanted to stay in that moment forever, Sir: completely open to You, seeing myself only as You saw me in Your compelling and yet compassionate gaze. And I think You must have sensed this, Sir, because we. “Would you tell me about your relationship with Ivan Konstantinovich Voronin?”“He’s a friend. I met him in Austria when I was skiing there in 1980. His daughter was in my beginner’s skiing class and she and I hit it off. I’ve been dating her off and on since 1981.”“Has he, or his daughter, or Colonel Anisimova, ever asked you for any classified information or tried to encourage you to spy for the Soviet Union?”“No. First of all, I don’t have access to any classified information, so that’s kind. Later that night after showering and changing John thought about maybe trying to meet someone. He thought about trying a gay club but realized that even as a young man he hadn't liked clubs of any kind. He also realized that as a divorced semi-closeted thirty-nine year old the idea of going to a club made him cringe a little. There was always the internet, but the last time he tried that he just couldn't get past all of the gross pictures. So that left limited options. There was no way he could.