One of them was to shut me up, permanently. I was caught off guard, so I touched her, and saw that she was never serious and had immediately felt horr...ble for even thinking it. You came in as I was trying to reassure her that everything would be okay." Can I ask what this dark secret was? Or how she was going to shut you up?" Nicky asked."That's Anna's decision," I answered. "But before I leave you two alone to talk, there's something I want to share with BOTH of you." What's wrong, Michael?". Lilly was asleep on her side with her bent legs together and her slim ass pointing straight toward the side on the bed I was on!It was a few minutes of sitting there below the mattress line just thinking, 'what was I gonna do'? My mouth was dry and my cock hard with anticipation. I slid my quivering hand under the sheet and put it on her petite ass. She stirred......then went back into a deep sleep. With my heart pounding I kept going until I felt her underwear, just the usual cotton bikini. He instantly covered himself up and went back upstairs, leaving a very embarrased me sitting there on my own.I waited ten minutes before following him up and wandering to his bedroom door again. I peaked inside again, noticing that he wasn't laying on his bed. I pushed the door slightly to increase the range of my view, finding him sat at his computer desk, with his right hand pumping away at his cock. His boxer shorts were dumped on the floor beside him along with his rolled up socks, making. I said “But…” and then stopped. I knew Suresh is not going to listen as he is already using me as a woman as he pressed his chest against my breasts and thrusting his groin to caress my womanhood. I knew I cannot escape him. He was right too! I have to continue living… and Suresh is the only one I have got in this world. What can I do if I reject him. I will loose my son and my life. I was caught in a web of love and lust. “What do you want me to do?” I asked him accepting my defeat. He said.