I keep her on her toes like this. Either being alone, or being subjected to repulsive things.In a few days, she’ll behave just to hear a voice. The ...rine will be something she’ll adjust to also. It’s a downward spiral. Blondie will have urine all over her from me, and after she drinks it once, I’ll wait for her to give up on anything clean, and release her own onto the floor. After that, I’ll give her the ‘deal’ of knowing she can shower after three good sessions drinking.Sex with her isn’t. As she lay there, feeling equal parts dread and excitement, but trying not to feel either, she again told herself that she would become a role model for these girls. But she wasn't sure she bought it. __ The next morning Deborah spent about an hour deciding which bathing suit to wear. She was fighting between conservative, safe, and responsible (wanting to set an example for the girls) and a little more racy and hot (wanting to look good in the girls eyes...j ust to gain their respect of course. I threatened him about telling mom.He finally gave in and moved the towel off. It was different from anything I had seen - in a nice way. It was darker than any other skin on his body, he had a little hair around it and seemed semi erect, I could not see his balls from where I was standing.I stepped closer and stretched my hand to touch it and he backed a step and said, whoa - what are you doing ??I said, nothing - just taking a closer look.I bent down and took his penis in my right hand and. "Hey cousin, how's it going?" he said. I just said something it being OK and all and then moved over to the hot tub. "You don't mind if I use the hot tub while you're working out here, do you Paul?" "Heck no Sasha," he replied quickly. "You can do whatever. I shouldn't be too much longer anyway This wasn't very hard, I'm actually surprised your dad couldn't get to it by now." I asked Paul to help me with the cover and we placed it off to the side where it was out of the way. I started the pump.