." You're reading that off the wall," she accused."Actually, it's behind me, as you might have noticed." Will you be willing to wait for me? To sort o...t everything?" You know I will." Good." However, she looked visibly torn, as if there was something else she wanted to say."There's something else, isn't there?" It's about Maddie." You want us to be friends again." A statement, not a question."Yes. Regardless of the consequences. If it turns out that you two get back together, I'll find a way to. Love ... You ... Too ... Zac" I told him as I continued panting for breath. It was truly the perfect ending, to the perfect trip, when we woke up the next morning we were already ready to leave, as we packed the night before, I really didn't want to leave, as this trip was the best one I had ever had, but all things must come to an end, we were all set to leave, we had everything and were on our way, we caught a taxi back to the airport and boarded, we were ready for another long exguasting. "Eventually, I pulled myself together just long enough to say "Hi" and then I broke down again and Freddie took over yet again.He told me later when I was calm enough that I was flying out from Heathrow the following day. John, my dad had asked him to go too, but he just couldn't get the time off work."Go yourself babes," he said, "Go and see your father."We made love that night like we'd never done before, at least how Freddie had never done before. I lay beneath him, my legs wrapped tightly. We work hard and you must do without many things that are considered luxuries. What can you do?’ The last question took you by surprise and you started sobbing and I found you within my arms and I brushed away your tears. I led you to the big top now deserted and dark and lit a lamp in the dressing room. Seating you I found a figure-hugging leopard skin that would reveal your marvellous body with it I lay two black silk stockings and green garters to hold them up. ‘Very well I think I know.