I guess I just wanted a different car.Even with all that going on I couldn't get motivated. I just walked through each day like I wasn't really there ...t all. It was a lot of 'whatever' attitude. Jeremy actually called me every other day it seemed to tell me how much he had made on something. He was getting to be a real business man. I thought he wanted to paint, but he had lost that urge in his desire to chase the almighty dollar. His reports were part of the 'whatever' world. I mean I had more. Her bikini bottoms were as close to a g string as was acceptable at a family pool and it framed her ass making it more enticing then if she were nude. This pool was simply a fact finding mission. We could watch the people and see what rooms they went into. Most people with k**s were a no go voyeur wise unless the k**s were in another room by themselves. If the parents had a little alone time it was a guarantee that they would be having sex and not the "hurry up honey the k**s could come in. ”You look up at me, surprised. “With a body like this? Wow! Well sweetheart there will be nothing better than having your big brother take you for the first time,” my brother responds, breathing heavily.And with that, you kiss me, like I’ve never been kissed before…so deeply. Then you turn me around, you move my wet hair over my right shoulder, and you kiss the back of my neck. You continue kissing all the way down my back. I brace myself with my hands against the wall, as you bend me over. You. That time my trainer fixed my time results and I became a good backstroke swimmer. The national swimming team thought me as a secret reserve in an emergency case, such as two better backstroke swimmers would get illness or would suffer accident I would be the substitute candidate in the medley relay swimming at World Championships or Olympics Games. My trainer arranged the extension of my scholarship and I gave it up to become a Surgeon. I changed my direction to become a biologist. I learned.