..I had not given up my idea of a flotilla to chase pirates, so we decided to take the prize to New Orleans and have it refitted to be our second vess...l with Capt. Abernathy in charge. The trip back was not as comfortable for them as it might have been because of the squalor on board, but we rotated the crew everyday to give them some relief, and Cookie cooked for everybody. In appreciation for his efforts, everybody kicked in a little to bring Cookie’s share of the loot up to equal that of the. I had no energy! I felt drained and exhausted in mind and body. I saw one last glimpse of myself in the mirrors as I made the turn toward bed and much needed sleep. Was that reflection reality? NO! I'm dreaming! That's it! I am actually asleep in my bed and this was one long never-ending dream! I will wake up soon and life will be as it always has been! YES That's it!I was looking back at the reflection in my dream when I turned and walked shoulder first, into the wall! OUCH! Oh no! This *is*. I was always uneasy with it, didn’t like the instructors, or see the sense in it, when I found out at 18 I could sign out of it without my parents permission, they didn’t care anyway, I still had the grades from all those AP classes, Gym didn’t really count for much.”He changed magazines, this was all men, at first they all had jockstraps on then they were naked, hard soft, cut, uncut, I started breathing quicker, mouth was watering.“Looks like your pulling some lumber there Jess,” his hand. "All those. And I love it!" I love YOU," she squeaked. "I do. Every day, more and more." I know how you feel. You're my life now."We finished our meal, got in each others' way straightening the kitchen, stripped the bed, put on clean sheets."We might be wise to get a couple more sets of sheets," I said.She's got this look sometimes, past a smile, eyes twinkle, sparkle, her nose, already cutely upturned, wrinkles. There it is. "We're kind of messy." Uh, well, in the middle of all that, I have my.