. or NOT. I must take care never to force myself (like Rick did) on anyone else.Rick bragged about doing it with anyone he wanted, whenever he wanted....That was bad news for cousin Rachel, who was three years older than me.Rick caught her alone (I would later learn) soon after mom's conversation with me. Rachel was fifteen and Rick was eighteen.It was the first time I ever heard the reference to losing someone's cherry, like Rachel did with Rick. But apparently, it wasn't that bad after all. I mean, White folks in the American cities of Atlanta, Dallas, Memphis and Houston were a lot friendlier than the denizens of the Canadian city of Ottawa. I guess the weather isn’t the only cold thing in Canada. I don’t know how to deal with these people, folks. Seriously. In America, the bigots are there, and they’re not afraid to show their faces. Those who oppose them, people of color, aren’t afraid to take them on. In Canada, nobody talks about racism and everyone pretends it doesn’t exist.. Ghacha-ghachh, ghacha-ghachch dakke mar ke chodane lage. Das barah dhakke ke baad ruke, muze aagosh men li aur palat gaye. Ab vo niche aur mein upar aa gayi. Meine mere kulhe aise hilaye ki un ka lund chut se nikal na paaya. Jigar ne apani jaanghen sikud li aur meri chaudi kar rakkhi. Mein aage zuki. Mere stan Jigar ke sine se dab gaye. Mera sar pakad kar us ne French kiss shuru ki.Darmiyan Ravi ne condom pahan liya tha aur cream lagaya tha. Mere pichhe aa kar Ravi ne mere kulhe ki darar chaudi. It was as though she was nothing more than a piece of meat to him, a toy for his sole pleasure and entertainment, an object to be used at his whim and fancy. It was sex on demand, whenever and wherever he wanted it. My Mandy was a wonderful woman and I knew she deserved better.Shaking my head, I walked away, declining what I assumed to be a sarcastic invitation just to demean me a little more. But as I walked back to my room, I heard Victor shout, “Where do you think you’re going? I told you to.