He was everything and would always be everything she would never have. Everything she would strive for and never achieve. He was her father. He was he... uncles. He was her best friend. He was her imaginary love. His smile was bright, and lit up the tired room around them, and his laugh was self-assured. I give up. she acquiesced, again. You win. You always win. You know you’ll win so why even… Just shut up. Why are you even here? *…* The sound of metal and plastic screeched across the plywood.. I saw more than a few beers in their hands or sitting around, and felt myself frowning. A part of me, a small vicious part, thought I could report them all and bust this whole place, but I squashed it.“Your parents aren’t home?” I asked Katie as she tugged me into the room. “No, they’re out at the symphony tonight” she said brightly “They don’t normally get home until 1 or 2 in the morning. So you get kicked out at midnight” she said with a quick flash of a grin back at me.I don’t know why but. ” “Damn, Trisha its so hard. What do I do, I mean how do I let him in – I don’t even want to know it myself. So how do I open it up for him to see, why do I want that?” Julie was so tired, her sister could tell this was a big step for her, after all she’d done it too and knew just how scary it was, Trisha was so grateful for Joe, he was wonderful and she had a feeling that Nick was just as wonderful for her sister. “Jules, you take it slowly, one step at a time. You have to trust him. Do you. I agreed and we set the plans in motion not knowing that my wife already had something cooking. she's been wanting another bbc for aliitle while now and I wanted her to have more bbc experiences since she liked her first two. we drove the 3 hrs and checked into our hotel then we decided to get aliitle sight seeing in and go out later to some of the country bars and clubs. after dinner we went to one of the bars and had some drinks , then she told me she had a surprise for me an early.