So I said tell me now a few things I have wondered about for years, before we met u said u only fucked 2 men, your first husband and some old guy, but...I am sorry but I never believed that at all, u are incapable of going without sex, as u have alluded to just now, 2 young well hung black guys, the Barry guy I said until just now was a friend only nothing else. And she said 40 or close to that, that is the never u for some reason need to know, men I let fuck me before we met, and before u ask. I've always had the feeling that he loved you, even from the beginning of our stay here. I hope you really do feel the same way about him." I really do love him, Mathew. But there will always be a little holding back between us. You are the only one I can be completely honest with. You know me for what I have become. I'm comfortable around you. I suppose I should be since you perverted me and my daughter to oral sex. Then introduced Adam to a girl who you had also perverted. Our whole family. Du öffnest nacheinander die Schubladen kramst du dir einen frischen blauen BH (samt dazu passendem Höschen), Socken, eine Jeans und ein Spaghetti-Top aus dem Schrank. Beladen mit Klamotten torkelst du noch halb schlaftrunken zur Tür und dann draußen den Gang runter bis zum Bad.Dort angekommen wirfst du deine Sachen auf den Badezimmerschrank und nach ein paar kräftigen spritzern Wasser im Gesicht fühlst du dich nicht nur wach sondern erkennst dich auch im Spiegel:Da stehst du nun, Jane, frisch. It’s a good thing Ma loved me ‘cuz I’m sure Da would have dropped my ass at the curb within days of my arrival. I don’t think he ever spoke more than 5 words per occasion to me throughout my childhood, but he was oh so eloquent with his belt - not that I didn’t deserve it, but it still caused some serious pain when he was mad at me in my younger days. Heh, Ma had to haul him off me one time he was so mad - he gave me a real-life image of what “white with rage” looked like. Took a while for that.