That I left two women pregnant behind me with my children and I wouldn't be there to support them.'I felt her hand on my shoulder, and she gently sque...zed it. Reaching up, I squeezed her's in return."You miss them, don't you?" she asked as leaned down and hugged me."Yes ... yes I do," I replied."We must honor them until they get here, for right now, they are with the Mother. Come, let's eat, and then we shall take a bath like you showed me," Sarla said."They're just a long ways away. I miss. Normalcy proceeded through the ordering of food and drinks. Of course A_did all of the talking and ordering. But after the waitress had left shedirected me to rise and stand before her. Simple request, yet veryintense. What's this, I wondered.She then proceeded to unzip my fly and told me to sit. I dared not re-zipmy fly. I was flooded with excitement by this brazen sexual act. I nowfelt repaid for the bit of humility required of me earlier. And yet mysubconscious was again signalling. ..First I need Thomas on board for what I have in mind. Thomas, my executive assistant has been with me for more then five years now and I have gotten to know him pretty well over the years. He is great at his job and knows what I need before I do sometimes. I’am 99 percent sure he will, as he once let me know he enjoyed a revenge one of his friends had him join in on. Second, he does NOT like John at all. I go into the build and head for my office, I see Thomas there working hard as usual. And told arun about my tool in the queue. Arun was laughing. We all laughed. One weekend, I was talking to lux about something and brought up the subject about kids, she got full and I started to think. Then she told me they went to the doc and found tat arun cannot become a father. As a child, he had sustained an injury which made him impotent.And she opening told me to tat he cannot satisfy lux. But they were a happy couple and she told tat she will always love him. Time passed, 2 more months.